I am actually quite worried about the lack of motivation which I have right now; I've got no self-belief, no confidence and the fact I can't seem to be able to accomplish the majority of things which I set out to do doesn't seem to be helping me. My good friend who takes stunning portraits said he'd help me and give me some of his wisdom which will do me the world of good and now all I need to work on is myself and getting myself up to scratch. Maybe my tutor was right in telling me I was a new person since things had changed because I can feel myself going back down that way again and it can't be good in any which way.