after abusing my Blogger for some time, I have come to the conclusion I need to change my ideas:


my environmental portraiture project has gone tits up.


my exploring space project has also gone tits up.


I need to think of new ideas and fact or else I won't be handing in any pictures on the deadline... 

What a surprise.

wow... just wow.

Today's been fairly productive...


I've been to the Council HQ in town and got pointed towards the PCT in the town hall: who have given me a name and email address to someone who may be able to help me get inside the closed down hospital!


I received an email back from someone who works in Peterborough Prison without good news, however he'll see if he can help me. *fingers crossed*


I went into Flares and got them to pay me for the days work I did for them; funny how they were interviewing someone else :'). 


Two outstanding assignments have been completed and need handing in. 


I'm getting there ever so slowly with my UCAS application; just need to find out all of my GCSE qualifications and then sort out my personal statement. 


All I have left to do now is my 2 assignments due in this week... and finish off one of my outstanding ones then I'll be up to date. n_____n- 

Today I was very naughty and went trespassing buuut they didn't make it the most difficult of challenges for me. I discovered the whereabouts of the old Dairy place in Peterborough and took a few photographs. Shortly after climbing through the metal fence a man in a bright yellow jacket stopped me and my friend and asked what we were doing... being a security bloke we were expecting him to tell us to eff off and to be done. He instead showed me around a little and gave me heads up on when he'd next be there so I could go again, if I wanted :'). such a lovely man. 
but yes, derelict photos from Dairy and the last one is of the old Peterborough District Hospital of the entrance to a children's ward :). 
Fairly successful day!
xo  

So that's a fair lump sum of money I'm missing out on due to registers not being marked correctly... unless this gets sorted out, I'm going to be down by £100+

I can't picture this getting sorted out proper any time soon so yey for EMA.

When I'm at home I find it so easily to get distracted from doing college work; personal matters seem to just flood everything. I can't physically set my mind on doing work without it going elsewhere. I can't do my work anywhere else either... I fail really. 

I have planned a letter I am going to send to both Whitemoor and Peterborough prisons to hopefully get my environmental portraiture assignment to a start.

*productive*

How do you expect to improve if you don't challenge yourself? You stay too safe to push your boundaries... you don't have the skills you seem to think you do.

"Smile, even if this is a sad smile, what is really sad is the sadness of not being able to smile in freedom".

It wouldn't surprise me right now if everyone was sat behind my backs calling me a sore loser and saying I've brought everything on myself; infact that might as well be the case. But I am sorry that not everyone's lift is fine and dandy just like other's and that some people can manage their problems an awful lot better and easier that what perhaps I do.

Sorry I don't have anyone who will support me to how I would like them to and that I don't really have anyone... at all. Sob story now? blah.

If today would like to get any bleeding worse for me then feel free to go ahead and do it right now... don't know how much more it could possibly get actually.

P.S. A large sum of money to get the **** away from everyone for a very long time would be much appreciated.  

Today will go badly. That is all.