Trying to plan everything is confusing me so much... fitting college and work around my 'social life' is going to drive me mad. Seems to be helping writing it all out though so for Christmas, a 2012 diary would be helpful. Need to contact Flares in town about getting paid for the two shifts I completed; if they won't phone me back for more shifts then screw them... I just want paying for what I had done then I won't bother. 'We'll phone you back' ch'yeah right. 


Gah, I need to keep to deadlines, I need to keep on top of my work and I can't slip; I cannot catch up like I thought I'd be able to. I also need to keep myself motivated to do work and to not give up... I'd say challenge accepted, but I know it'll be the most difficult part of it all. 


"Hello me, meet the real me. and my misfits way of life."