It wouldn't surprise me right now if everyone was sat behind my backs calling me a sore loser and saying I've brought everything on myself; infact that might as well be the case. But I am sorry that not everyone's lift is fine and dandy just like other's and that some people can manage their problems an awful lot better and easier that what perhaps I do.

Sorry I don't have anyone who will support me to how I would like them to and that I don't really have anyone... at all. Sob story now? blah.

If today would like to get any bleeding worse for me then feel free to go ahead and do it right now... don't know how much more it could possibly get actually.

P.S. A large sum of money to get the **** away from everyone for a very long time would be much appreciated.